Tonya Eichler - Online Memorial Website

Tonya,
I have not wrote to you in so long.I could not find this site. I miss you every day. The loss of you has changed so many lives. We are missing that special part of our lives without you. We all try so hard to not let ourselves fall apart but inside we are. I say we because of what you meant to so many. I know we all work so hard at moving forward but never ever forget about you. You are thought of everyday by many of us. I love you oh so much. I am going to go and try not to cry too hard. I will be back soon. Love your sister,Rhonda

Dear Tonya,
I love and miss you more than anyone knows. I try to keep myself under wraps because no one else seems to have all these emotions still. I do not want to make people sad either because it is a terrible feeling. I do not know how I get through these days without you. You are always in my heart and thoughts. Typing on this website is my only outlet now or going  off and crying somewhere. I am going to go do some errands and try to get something done. Love you so much and miss you so much.   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Dear Tonya,

  I just want to say I miss you and love you so much. It is the most horrific pain I think I have ever felt. I lost my sister,my best friend,the go to person for anything,one of the loves of my life and so much more. I should say even though I spent my New Year's alone at least I got through it. I know we are coming up on a whole year without you and I honestly don't know how I have done it or anyone else for that matter. You are one of my lights of my life and now I just dnn't know where the light is at and can I get back to that ever. I am a different person inside and I am still going through many changes. I guess I could write forever but will write again soon. Love you so much. Hugs and kisses. Rhonda

Dear Tonya,

 I miss you so much and it is so hard all the time. I have moments where it is so unbelievable that you are gone and than I catch myself and realize it is true.  I question everything about my life without you. I wish I could make some kind of sense of all of this but doubt there is any to be made. Christmas was so hard knowing you were not with us and even being here made it even harder. I have never spent a Christmas without my kids and you at the same time. We always passed you around on the phone for the holidays. Everyone of us had to talk to you.  It is getting close to 1year and I know every memory of that day will come rushing back for us. Not that I  forget anyways. I cry so hard sometimes I can't even breathe and that is because it is such a horrible tragedy to of lost someone so important to me and loved with all my heart.  This is the greastest lost I have endured and still don't believe that I have lived through this. I am going to stop for now but will never stop loving you, thinking of you, missing you. We have so many great memories and I will try to think of those often but the pain seems to override that right now. Love you so much. Your big sis, Rhonda    

Dear tonya,

  I just sit here and cry when I think about you. I never have much peace inside. I always have you in my heart. I love you and miss you so much and most days dont know what to do with it. I try to think about the good times and there was alot with me and you. That does help some what but I want to be greedy and have more with you. I am just sad and dont know what to put on here. Mackie is trying to get me back and sounds like he truly feels bad but what do I know. I need you more today than I have ever. I have a great love for someone else and dont think I am willing to give that up but once again what do I know. I am a lost soul today. I am sure I will find myself but it will be different. I wish you were here with me. I just feel like I am dying inside without you. Iloveyousomuch,

 XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOOXXOOXXOO               Rhonda       

Dear Tonya,

 I know I say this every time I write you but I miss you so much. I have never in my whole life been so confused about my life. Losing you was the most devestating thing that has ever happen to me. I want to talk to you so bad it hurts and I know I can talk to you but I want you to talk back to me. What I would give to hear your voice.  I have so many turmoils inside and so much is different in my life that I dont know how to deal with it. I know some day I will have figured something out but not today it weighs heavy on my heart. I do visit you in the mountains sometimes but it is sad and I guess it is good to have a place I feel like I can at least talk to you. I love you so much and miss you. Love you, Rhonda  

Dear Tonya,

   I Know I say this all the time but I love and miss you so deeply. My life has changed so much and so fast. I am pretty sure that all the changes revolve around losing you. I definetely do not feel like the same person as I was before. I have moved to Tennessee and it is a hard change but I will get through it and it will be better when I get settled. I have saw your children and being with them will help a little. I am missing you differently than they do. Not saying more or less but it is so difficult because I had you for so long and we were so close.  I will forever have you in my thoughts. I better stop typing because at the library and started to feel the tears come. Gosh I miss you so much and dont think that feeling will ever go away. Love you and will see you one day as long as I behave. lol xoxoxxoxo

Hello my sweet beautiful sister,

    I have so many things I want to tell you. I have so much change coming up in my life and you are the person I want to share it with.  Ed has left this earth to be with God. You may already know that and I am sure you know all that is going on in my life. I wish I could talk to you and you would say I am so glad your doing that or maybe just give me some great advice. My life has been very difficult without you and I try to stay strong but I just need to cry alot sometimes. I think in the last 5 months I have cried more than all my whole life. I just want you to always know that you were a light in my life that kept me going. I thank god I had you for 39 years and some people dont get that with their sisters. I am so lucky to of had you. I love you so much and miss you more than I can express.

LOVE RHONDA XOXOXOXO    

Dear Tonya,

  I miss you something unbearable. I think if someone could die of heartache I would be gone. I am so sad and dont know how to find my way out. I have so much in my life going on. I dont think that it has ever been this bad and you would be the one person who could bring me out of this. I guess you are the main reason I am here with all this pain. I know you hate to see us like this and if  i could I would try not to be so messed up. Bill is coming today and I know that makes you happy. i found out another sad thing today about someone I care about. Love you so much.

 Love Rhonda,xoxoxo

Dear  Tonya, My beautiful sister you are missed by many of us. I love you and hate  not being able to hear your voice. I go and start to call you and than remember you are not going to answer the phone.  It is so crazy not having you to talk to. I talk to you every night and i hope you hear me.   Love you so much my baby sister.......got such great memories of alot of fun times. love ya rhonda